Yahoo messenger
Tonight I was on yahoo messenger with my lil sister. If you are new to this blog this doesn't sound weird at all. However, my lil sister passed away over a year and a half ago. It hurts like it was yesterday and it feels like ages since I heard her voice and laugh. Yes I realize that she couldn't answer me, but I saw her name and couldn't resist. I want to tell her so much. I want to show her how awesome Alyssa is. I want her to know how smart Matthew is. I want her to know Haley eats on her own now. I want her too laugh at my stories. Shake her head and agree with me on issues. I want her to tell me I am crazy. I wanted her to talk back. To tell me how awesome Heaven is. I wanted to know how my grandparents are. I wanted to know if God gave her my child to raise while I am here on earth. I wanted to know if all our dogs and cats are still hang out with her. Are the chihuahuas still all over grandma D. Is God as wonderful as we say he is? How is she feeling