Life and the rollercoaster ride it is

My faith in God is the most important thing in my life. Sure I love my child with all my heart and soul but without the grace and the planning of God, she would not be here either. I am always stumped when people say to me how could you still believe in God after this happened to you or why would you believe in a God that lets bad things happen to people, namly you? As much as I would like to quote a bunch of scripture at you but I can't. Or maybe I really can but don't have the confidence in myself to do it. It is so hard for me to put it into words, but I trust God and his plan for me because every time I try to take things into my own hands I don't always get it right. I trust him because even though he gave me free will he already knows I am totally going to screw things up. I love and trust God beause even when things are as bad as I think they can get and then get worse I know there is a reason for it and it may take days, months or years to fig...