A Starbuck love affair

It's Wednesday night again and as I walk to my normal table at the local Starbucks I wonder will he come in?  Will he walk into this place again and smile at me.  As I sit listening to the jazz music that fills the air and playing the simpsons tapped, I reallize that the time is just creeping away.  Why isnt it 8pm yet.  Will he and his son walk-in?  Will this be the day that he talks to me?  Will this be the day I get the guts up to say hi to him?  Will he stay for a bit today or hurry out like usual.  

Many people walk in and out all night and I barely notice them.  Then suddenly as I get absorbed in facebook or something I hear his voice.  I slowly stop slouching, but seriously like he didnt already see me slouching.  Maybe he likes slouching.  Did he see me at all?  Does he see me every week?  So obsessed my brain starts going miles per minute.  What am I going to do if my starbuck gift card runs out?  I could build a gofundme.com page and have people donate to my dating fund.  :-)

Why can't I talk to guys?  I mean they are just other humans.  Only thing I know about him is that he is a good dad.  Playful with his son.  Cute and has a very sexy voice.  He's tall, us short people like taller guys.  I mean two short people only make short kids.  :-)  Yes, I went there.  Haven't even talked to him yet and we are already married and having kids.  

You'd like by now I'd know his name, but sadly it isnt busy enough here to need your name on the cup.  What will I do when Awana's is over next month and I still haven't met him?  When I did not come in the last two weeks did he miss me?  Today I even touched up my makeup just in case.   

The Starbucks romance will continue just like the church one.  - Though I finally talked to the cute guy from church last weekend and he met Alyssa. LOL, yes I know it isnt going any where either unless I find the guts to speak up one day.

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