Today's Grab Bag of Thoughts

Well it wasn't more than 13 days ago I finally sat down to write a post and in that post I said "still single"...funny thing is days letter I would fall head over heels for someone just like me.  As I sit and look back on my life and what I wanted and when I wanted them I never really just let God take the reigns when it came to relationships.  Why?  Because it is so much fun to hang out with tons of people that will break your heart.  j/k In all seriousness I have dated some craptastic men over the last X amount of years and each one has shown me my weaknesses and where I wont compromise.  However I have also dated 4 very wonderful, caring and loving men.  Each one of them helped me to see a bit more of who I am and what I want in life.  Each of them helped me to become the woman I am today.  I take away great memories and great lessons on how to do things better next time.  Though God's love and grace did the most.  God's love for me...

I just looked at my blog and realized that I have, for lack of a better word SUCKED this year,  I have not posted once since October of last year!  So here is what you should know 1. I am still alive 2. I sew now, instead of write...which is not ok 3. My teenager is taller than me, has a job and is old 4. My tween is almost taller than me, loves volleyball and is getting old 5. Still single 6. Trying to read 12 books this year. 7.  Still have tons of ideas for books 8. Have had to make big decisions this year 9. Love my life, even when I don't like it. 10.  Nacho is still the coolest cat in the world.