So much to say...

Today I have so much to say I can't even get it all out.  So here is the cliff notes version.


life is too short to make promises you cant keep
friends are important until they stear you the wrong way
people should breath before the speak
my head hurts, my heart is breaking
things once close are so far away
fat is a relative term
commitments are do not have out clauses
i am human
i dont have all the answers
i am flattered you trust me but i am not strong enough
God is real, or i'd be dead, or in jail, or on the streets for some of the desicions in my life
death brings people close, secrets tear them apart
my head hurts did i mention that.
i will break a childs heart tomorrow, or show her the best story of grace like Easter.

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