Ominous

Yesterday evening, this strange feeling of utter sadness came over me.  There have been a few that I have had over the years that have proven to come true. The last time it happened was at Good Friday Service in Irvine, when at the end I found out that the church had just lost a dear friend that week.  I suppose I was feeling the sadness of the room.  Yesterday's feeling was the cross between utter sadness that really made my whole body ache and a need for closeness (hugs, hand holding, a kiss, something I could not put my finger on) just a longing.  I wasn't in a bad place, having a bad day or even ready to tear up (which of course is a big surprise you if you know me).  It was just the deep need to give a hug or get a hug from someone.  I'm guessing one of my friends is going through something and I just don't know it yet. 

Maybe I was just coming down from the high of a great weekend back into reality.  No clue, but I can tell you this feeling is rarely wrong, and that scares me a lot.

Anyone else get ominous or very strong feelings from time to time?  Any of them ever come true?  Share....

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