Rudeness and children
Kids just don't understand that the world does not revolve around them. That their parents could actually have other relationships. This morning while I was doing my bible study, my daughter woke up. When she asked if she could come into my bed I agreed but told her this was my personal time with God and I did not want to be interrupted. Well after maybe 5 minutes, the interruptions, the trying to get away with something she is not supposed to do and the telling me that she was going to be late for school happened. As I sit here trying to get my heart back to learning about God all I feel is anger. I feel like she could care less that I have a life too. Yes I know she is 6 and will grow out of somethings, but this rudeness it one thing I just don't care for.
I am trying to get right with God and my head is so foggy with anger. I am writing now, just to clear my head and ask God to help me now scream at her when I am done because she is still sitting right here still interupting me. I need the ability to tune her out and not yell. I need the ability to let it go and move on. I need to figure out how to make her understand that I need my time too and I will take it whether she likes it or not.
Please pray that I don't scream at her in the next 10 seconds after I hit publish.
God help me here it goes.
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